Today I woke up at 11:30 instead of 3pm, which is when I’ve been waking up for the past week. This is a good change because I finally go back to school on Tuesday!!!

My major thing that I have to get accomplished today is my job interview in 2 hours. So I’m off to eat breakfast and get ready. Wish me luck!

I have an interview this Sunday after 3 months of being jobless! ohmyGOD I am so excited I really hope I don’t screw this up asdfghjkl I hope I get it.

I had an awful day at work today.

There were only 3 of us there and we had tons of customers. I literally did not pause for 8 1/2 hours straight.

And this one guy I work with really irks me. He thinks he’s above me because I’m the youngest one there.

So after work I went to Subway because I hadn’t eaten breakfast. At 6pm. And I burst out crying because I was so stressed.

And then the guy that works at Subway comes by my table and gives me a cookie. For free.

It’s really the small gestures that count. Now I feel so much better, and the cookie probably had something to do with it.

It’s killing me. Nobody wants to hire a fucking 18 year old that has only had one other job in the past. 

FuckIneedmoneyforcarinsurance.